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Cassandra "scoffs with compassion" Igarashi ([personal profile] queenofseers) wrote2018-02-02 10:02 am
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h2no: (i might've fucked up)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-01-29 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[fortunately, he's not quite wailing and falling to his knees. he abandons his coffee on a table as he leaves with cass. when they get outside and the cold air hits his face, he just about pulls his shit together.

he looks at her, trying to say "sorry" and "i don't know what that was" but all that comes out is:]
I can't believe you're going to die!
h2no: (#yikes)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-01-30 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry! Sorry! I don't want to-- say it at all!

[he scrubs his face and groans, letting her lead him away.]

Yes? No. I don't want to talk about this. Yes, I do. I've watched far too many fucking people die here!
h2no: (sad in the rain!!)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-01-30 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[he looks horrified? absolutely fucking horrified at everything that's just come out of cassandra's mouth. he shakes his head, holding his hand up.]

No-- no, you haven't. I'm sorry-- I... I don't know why I... [he groans and rubs his face.] Neither of us are really made for this fucking hell show, are we?

[he sighs.]

God, at least this one won't be my fault.
h2no: (#yikes)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-01 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't-- I don't know. Maybe I should be better, or somethin'...

[he rubs his face, groans.]

My immediate thought is some power fuckery. Arceus, I hope it's not a relic again!
h2no: (#yikes)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-02 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
If this is another relic I am going to literally vomit.

[he winces, closing his eyes for a moment.]

...Sorry. I really didn't mean to have an outburst like that.
h2no: (yeah.... no)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-03 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[he scrunches his eyes up again, annoyed that there's STILL TEARS FALLING. the TMI field wouldn't make him feel emotions like this, but it's certainly keeping another friend is going to die and you can't do anything about it running through his head.]

Probably has, we just don't know it yet.
h2no: (that is just fucking fascinating)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-05 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[he snorts a little, despite himself.]

At this point I wouldn't be surprised... [he shakes his head.] I'm alright. Sorry, I don't-- want to put this on you. You got enough bullshit, right? Forget about me.

[...]

Are you... okay?
h2no: (you weirdo)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-06 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
...Don't be angry, but it kind of was. Wildly. From the start.

[he rubs his face again and sighs.]

I'm gonna get us a cab back to your place, alright? Arceus knows it's better to have emotional breakdowns in private.
h2no: (heh............)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-06 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[he laughs again, despite himself.]

I'll accept that! I'm consistently called weird! [ahhh... he gets the uber, shakes his head.] I'm not broke either, y'know. I got a couple grand from Blue and Red when the bastards ported out, along with Blue's engagement ring.

...


Ugh. Ignore that last part.
h2no: (looks bad todd)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-08 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a reminder, [he says, without being able to stop himself.] I can't bring myself to be rid of it, and all it does is remind me that all our relationships here, no matter how much they mean or how they were fostered... none of them mean anything. None of them are real.

[jesus christ, archie. he shakes his head.]

Um. Ignore that, too. The cab'll be here in five.

[he takes his coat off to put around her shoulders in the meantime.]
h2no: (bad feelios)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-09 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[he shrugs an okay, slipping it back on.]

I'm sure they do goth coats... [said with a little smile which... sigh.] Niko got Ported back in which... [he rubs his face.] Yeah. Red and Blue were basically my shitty adult kids, then Niko just completely despises me. Which-- fair enough, but he's still a young teenager in a world that's completely different from home. I'm the only other one left that would get his issues.

[he makes a face.]

Maybe one day Woden will be ported directly into a woodchipper, if we would be so lucky.
Edited 2019-02-09 16:28 (UTC)
h2no: (bazinga)

[personal profile] h2no 2019-02-10 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, [he says, as the cab pulls up. gestures for her to get in first, though he doesn't open the door for her. he's not THAT much of a gentleman.] That battle showed only good things.

[even if thinking about his situation with niko and the people from home here makes him simultaneously extremely tired and wired with anxiety. he doesn't mention it (thankfully, seems like opening his mouth at all is a risk), but archie imagines cass knows how that feels quite intimately.]

Hmm... best of luck with that. How many woodchippers are in England? Enough?

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