I'm fine!! I'M DISORIENTED. Cass I think I was gone and so much time passed but I didn't go home, I was gone from here and came back, where did I go?? Where as I???
I started dying, lost my mind, killed somebody, got killed, went back to my world and discovered I could have just skipped the dying part if I'd known enough shit, and now I'm back here and have maybe 10% of the superpowers I had before.
Cass I am glad that all sounds stressful and its good if you are feeling well now
anyway the fact nothing happened is what worries me! I've been gone for MONTHS. Where did I GO? Did I even exist at that time? I don't think I was at home at all!!
I wonder about that, too. Is it possible you don't even go anywhere? It just jumps you ahead in time for some reason? No matter how fucking ridiculous that sounds on its own.
It's hard to believe we're erased when so many of us go back to our own worlds when we port out. It's what happened to me. I don't know, maybe the Porter puts us in storage somewhere? As if that's not also creepy as hell?
I don't even remember exactly when you left, but I'm going to guess it's same old, same old. Minus the whole "reality is collapsing around us" bit. Fucking somehow that's managed to get even worse.
"Would you prefer to be erased or in storage when you port out?" isn't a debate I want to have, but thank you, I guess.
I've got the same powers, but they're weaker. Weak enough that it's bothering the shit out of me. I don't know how I'm supposed to get anywhere in research now.
Divining, primarily- finding connections between things. Anything from finding people's locations to finding their bank accounts. That and flying and performing and all that god shit.
I'm still in Maurtia Falls. What, do you want to meet up?
well yes actually! Yes if youd like to. Cass I want to know what youre researching and if our interests align as they somewhat do at least I would like to help you, believe it or not
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Cass hey
hey Cass
1/2
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[ Considering Hange's tone, she's likely alright, but. ]
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[ After a minute: ]
Hell. I need to explain some things to you.
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explain to me, you go first
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I started dying, lost my mind, killed somebody, got killed, went back to my world and discovered I could have just skipped the dying part if I'd known enough shit, and now I'm back here and have maybe 10% of the superpowers I had before.
Basic summary.
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[oh Cass. Hange might not know her that well, but she thinks that all must've caused Cass a lot of suffering; she's probably been dwelling on it.]
Are you okay?
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But she gets it. ]
Yeah. It was a couple months ago already. What about you? You're sure nothing happened?
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anyway the fact nothing happened is what worries me! I've been gone for MONTHS. Where did I GO? Did I even exist at that time? I don't think I was at home at all!!
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Id rather have been moved in time than erased for months and then reconstituted
What has life been like here since I was gone Cass?
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I don't even remember exactly when you left, but I'm going to guess it's same old, same old. Minus the whole "reality is collapsing around us" bit. Fucking somehow that's managed to get even worse.
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Did you get granted new powers to replace the ones y ou lost? What were those anyway?
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I've got the same powers, but they're weaker. Weak enough that it's bothering the shit out of me. I don't know how I'm supposed to get anywhere in research now.
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I'm still in Maurtia Falls. What, do you want to meet up?
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I can tell you what I'd like to be researching, but I've been hitting dead ends. Still- you need a recap, if anything.
Where are you? Are you coming here or am I going there?
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I'll come to you
[yes Cass, yessss. Tell Hange where you live.]
What's your address?
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[ And he is easily frightened. ]
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[And she is careful! When she arrives at Cass' place, she knocks on the door politely like a reasonable person.]
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There you are. Are you sure you're feeling okay?
[ Yeah, she's not commenting on this appearance shift. Hange got the explanation. ]
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[Hange comes in. She looks exactly the same, not even a smile line deepened, though her expression is more somber than usual.]
What am I supposed to do other than go on? - Also, you look very different. Even that was part of your powers?
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[ It must. She waves Hange in, gesturing toward the kitchen table. She needs to make more coffee, anyway. ]
You're right, I guess. Do you need a recap on anything? Because honestly, most of what's happened is just "more inexplicable fuckery."