[She laughs, but the sound is quiet and breathless, with no hint of amusement]

You know what the worst part is? I actually came to him the second time. He was in the library, without his stupid mask, and I-

[Her voice cracks, and while she's not crying yet, it's only a moment or two before she starts to tear up]

I remembered him - from the Network. I asked him about the Pantheon. I asked if he could help. I...

[She sniffs and hunches over the table, resting her head in her hand]

God, I feel so stupid!