That's not sad. If I didn't have Martin in my house...

[ Wow, that makes her feel sentimental. She had to be convinced to move in with Rex and Martin, and now she can't imagine being nearly as coherent as she is, with the things she's been through, without that rock. ]

I'd probably use it as an excuse to act a lot more like a fucking mess, that's for sure. [ She pauses to think for a moment. ] Nobody would fault you if you went on an actual vacation. Go to the ocean or something. That is a thing you can do.