I want to take a break from here. Ideally, I'd just go live at the bottom of the ocean for a couple days, but I can't do that.

[he shrugs.]

I don't know. I miss things being predictable. --I mean... I guess things are kind of predictably awful, but I can't keep a routine because something always comes up. How sad is it sometimes I like to go visit Martin just because I know where he'll be and what he'll be doing?