Oh, nothing. But I’m not going to pretend there’s not a chance I won’t come back. Not when it could completely blindside Martin if I don’t.

[ She says it bluntly, but that’s hard to admit. She’s been banking on returning- it’s how she’s coped. But she can’t deny that maybe...

She huffs, trying to bury the thought. ]

Even if I probably will, I still have to tell him the dying’s going to happen in the first place. You can’t just completely brush that off.