[it's very strange to see a ceiling of all things, when the last thing he'd been properly looking at was sky. the rest was a mess, though: some kind of explosive, feverish montage of shapes, colors, and sensations that all came crashing down on him in a confusing blast, and now...this.
he feels pretty awful, too! that residual stinging of a body in distress, still quietly laboring to regulate from the trauma of the mis-conjure; it feels weird to just turn on his side and peer around where he's at -- weirder still to see--]
[ Upon hearing his voice, Cassandra- who had gotten him into his bed using her powers and has been sitting in a chair next to him- jerks up. She's been sitting there, tired and a still quite shaken, distractedly staring off into space. Mostly she'd been thinking about what she'd have done if Bodhi hadn't shown up, and...well, she's not sure. And she doesn't like that she's not.
In any case, though she doesn't look it, she's relieved to hear him speak. She sits up and leans forward a little, studying him, trying to make sure he's not still too hurt. ]
At least the fact that it’s still going on tells us whether or not we have to keep worrying about it. Not that I’d stop, but I’m sure some people would.
[he considers all this quietly, because it is quite a lot more than he expected! that first part...through him, she said? his eyes wince.]
I...messed up? [obviously, he thinks, pushing himself up with his good elbow until he can sit upright and turn, legs dangling over the edge.]
I-I can't, just-- [he says preemptively, then gives his arm a slow lift, wincing. through a hiss:] Shoulder...! [realizing:] It...it went the wrong way. Didn't it...? I miscast...
[ Cassandra reaches out as Martin sits up, holding out a hand to support him as he goes. ]
I guess that's what you'd say. To me it just looked wrong.
[ Among other things. It's hard not to remember the awful cries he'd made when he was hurt, looking at him now. For once she knows to hold back on that. ]
Okay, I get that's not something that should happen, but- it does happen, you're saying? Sometimes?
Sometimes... [he steadies, settled into place, looking down at his knees.] I mean, I never miscast that bad before. But it's happened to my cousins. Others, is what I meant.
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